You do everything for someone, you give them everything you have; your heart, your soul, your possessions. You save them from the dangers in their life, give them a home, drop everything in your life to help them. And then they cheat on you. And you’re pathetic enough to stay with them.
You help them through their drug addiction, help them get clean. Visit them every day they’re at rehab for support, and once they’re out, they ignore you. They become cold as the ice they use to smoke. They destroy you from the inside out, and expect you to stand idly by and “deal with the change”.
And then finally they tell you via text that they don’t want you anymore. They want to have fun and hook up with strangers and have sex with randoms. They refuse to see you. They refuse to have the decency to end it in person. They leave you in a state of confusion, depression and heartache, while they celebrate being single. Forgetting everything you’ve sacrificed and done for them. Forgetting the memories we shared. Forgetting me.
That’s what’s got me down.